Ivy

[27 Nov 2006 | Monday] 

Yesterday, after it happened... I thought about you. They put me on the big table at work and I was admittedly shocked but psyched at the same time. From what Ubaldo told me, the action was slow before I sat down and slow after I got up, but while I was on the table everything went nuts. I fucked up and I fucked up a lot. I mean I didn't toally botch everything up. I am a regular player afterall, but I just felt like such an amateur out there and it almost broke me. I sat outside, afterward, just smoking and berating myself over my performance and you just popped into my head. Here I felt like I was almost on the verge of tears and when I had no one, you were the only person I could think of... you were the one I wanted. You're that good, baby. Thank you. My day turned out really good in the end. I guess I just wanted to let you know that no one was really there to support me like you did. Thanks. I really can't say that enough.